Sick or determined?

After almost a year the lyrics of this song have finally clicked. I understand now. Drat.

There’s nowhere to balance between sick & determined
The verdict will be determined by if you keep returning
Even if you’re saying “No,” at least you’ll let me keep learning
Someday I will figure you out
If it takes all of my years I will figure you out someday

Your password on the rubik’s cube, encyrpted in braille
And all it takes is common sense to see that I’m gonna fail
And I’ll fail, and I’ll fail, you’re a complicated women
But someday I will figure you out
If it takes all of my years I will figure you out someday

And part of what it means to be a man is to believe in something grander than his hands can hold
And faith And love are evidence of something more than circumstance of work beneath the skin and bones
The logical, the monotone, I can’t explain but still I know someday I will figure you out

There’s no where to balance between sick & determined
The verdict will be determined by if you keep returning
Even if you’re saying “No,” atleast I’m still learning
Someday I will figure you out
If it takes all of my years I will figure you out someday

Song by Levi Weaver